Back on Track!

Wow, it's been a long time since my last post. Terakhir kali ngepost pas Idul Fitri. And now, I'm back on track!

Apa saja yg terjadi sama gue selama menghilang dari peredaran blogger? A few changes here and there, this and that. Di penghujung tahun ini, gue mengalami banyak sekali peristiwa yg menarik sampe membuka mata.

First of all, I fell in love with the Korean boyband, Super Junior. Blame Amey, Kenny, Cinta, Zha, etc who infected me with the boys pheromone. So, what's special about this Super Junior? My first impression was "Apaan nih boyband isinya 13 orang? Borongan yak?" Gue sempet underestimate sama Suju. But then, karma happened to me. I fell in love with their Sorry Sorry MV. Berlanjut sampai gue juga jadi suka DBSK, Wonder Girls, semuanya yg berbau K-Pop. Yes, blame my friends! :P But I like it though. Selama ini gue denger lagu-lagu Indonesia atau berbahasa Inggris doang. Mengenal K-Pop serasa kayak diberi angin segar, refreshing. Dari selera gue yg tipikal, skrg meluas. Gue jadi menghargai musik Asia. Yes, menghargai bukan secara komersil tapi menghargai perjuangan artis-artis Asia untuk bisa setara sama artis-artis internasional. Bravo, Asia!
Pertanyaannya sekarang, kapan Indonesia bisa kayak Korea ya? Korea punya Rain yg udah merambah go Asia bahkan go internasional. Gue pengen Agnes Monica juga secepatnya menyusul :).

Second, jujur ya, akhir-akhir ini gue jadi mikir tentang pengangkatan (if you're a Christian, of course you know what I mean). November kemarin gue ke makrab rohkris. Kita nonton film tentang akhir jaman. Gue ketar-ketir pas nontonnya, ngebayangin gimana kalo itu terjadi ke gue. Orang-orang yang percaya diangkat, tapi gue tetep di dunia dan menjalani 3 tahun penyiksaan. Serem. Resolusi: gue harus tobat nih, bener-bener tobat. Selama ini gue masih bandel. Sekarang gue mau berubah. Gue ga mau ditinggalin.

Third, NUS! You might know that I want to apply to NUS. Gue usaha sendiri loh untuk ke NUS, ga dibantu sekolah. Gue cari info sendiri, urus pendaftaran sendiri. Optimis, nangis, putus asa, ragu-ragu, semua gue lewatin untuk NUS. Sempet down gara-gara bingung daftarnya susah banget. Tp Tuhan selalu punya jalan. Sekarang gue optimis lagi mau daftar ke NUS. Whatever it takes deh. Mau rugi 600rb kek, mau bolak-balik ke rumah Dado buat minjem laptop kek, akan gue lakukan. Gue udah bisa liat NUS di depan mata.

Fourth, gue masuk Wall Street. Emang sih biaya masuk sana amat sangat mahal. Ayah aja ga bisa bayar. But thanks to Tante Ayie yg mau bayarin :). Dia bilang gue punya bakat, dia mau lihat gue jadi sukses :').

Fifth, ini dia sisi negatifnya. Gue benci sama si pengganggu itu. Tapi gue ga bisa berbuat apa-apa. Dia seharusnya adalah orang yg deket sama gue. Dia yg hancurin kehidupan kami semua. Gue akan tunggu sampai kedoknya terbuka. Gue akan melihat dia nangis darah, cium-cium kaki gue, minta ampun sama gue.

Sixth *banyak bgt ya*, I am avoiding. Yes, I'm no longer thinking about you. I realized that it's such a waste of time. I have lots of thing to do. I chose my path, and it's not you anymore. I'm focusing on my future, and maybe my future is not you. But I'm looking forward to meet you again someday. I shall be ready on that time. Just so you know, I'm glad I knew you.

Apa lagi ya? Oya!

Seventh, GLOPE!!! Yes, Glopreus is back! Coming soon, 23 of October 2010. Sekarang lagi giat-giatnya ngumpulin duit nih. Come on, team! We can do this once again! Demi finale!

That's it. See, I'm back on track :P. I'll post again, and more often. Take care, fellas ♡

P.S.: Blame Twitter. Gara-gara Twitter gue jadi males blogging.

happy sunday and the looks

good evening! today is sunday. so, happy sunday, fellow christians and everyone else :)

mari kita mulai. as i grow older, i grow wiser. that's what i experienced these days. especially after what happened with mom, it definitely makes me more mature. aku membiasakan diri untuk think positively. think the oppsite way.

quote of the day: life's good and fair if you see it the opposite way.

sekarang aku punya gambaran untuk blog aku yg ini. kalo http://fishyfich.blogspot.com lebih kayak diary, blog ini aku akan bikin lebih dewasa. full of motivations, positive things. i wanna make people feel self-secured by reading by entries. bagus kan cita-citaku ini? hehe.

being a blogger is not just a hobby or something to fill your vacant time. for me, it's a passion. i post when i feel to. because i need inspirations to write. i wanna spread positive thoughts thru my blog. in the future, i wish i could be like reza gunawan who writes positive and motivating tweets. i wanna do the exact same thing, thru my blog and my twitter.

tapi, bukan berati aku ga pernah mengalami masa-masa dimana aku dont feel like spreading positive thoughts. well, im just a human being. everyday i have my own ups dan downs. i wont deny that in a week i could be in my best mood or maybe in the ugliest version of me (kalo lagi bad mood, i'm worse than ever!). but hey, at least i try to.

lanjut. aku beli gogirl! edisi juli hari ini (agak telat ya baru beli, hehe). lalu, di salah satu halamannya ada tentang sabila adinata, a teenage girl who has big passion for fashion. visit her blog http://sabilanata.blogspot.com. she's awsome!

ngomong-ngomong nih, i wanna show you my looks on looklet! here they are...

this i call fabticated. fabulous and sophisticated.


this i call first day at school, and im late!. looks like a uniform, eh? and look at her expression. "omg i am sooooo damn late!" lol.


i call this lets go travel. i heart travelling! apalagi wisata belanja ahahahay!

itu dulu yaa looks-nya. besok-besok lagi hehe.

oya! i love to practice english! maksudnya, mulai sekarang aku akan lebih sering tweet pake bahasa inggris, begitu juga blogging. you see, i have a dream that someday, after i graduated highschool, i will go to national university of singapore. to pursuit it, first of all i must practice my english more often. practice makes perfect, so why not? eventually, my family and friends are very supportive. they encourage me to pursuit my dreams and make them real. okay, i will! all i need is to pray, do the best, and God do the rest. please, do pray for me too, fellow bloggers :)

that's all for now. i gotta take a bath and it's almost 8 p.m. alweady! byeees loohhhoves.

p.s.: thanks again, J!