Why bomb? I feel like a bomb today. Full of anger and emotions, ready to explode anytime.
I'm mad, and I have a reason. I want that person to disappear! I want that person to be vanished! I hate that person! It's hard for me to forgive! I just hate that person! And once again, I have a reason!
Sorry for trashing. I need a media to throw all these shits away. And, no, I don't wanna throw everything on twitter. It's no use, it'll make everything more complicated. Even posting this is a very risky thing to do. But I can't help it. This hateness is overwhelming.
Once again, I hate you. Please go away from our life. Get life, and stick with yours. Thank you.
P.S.: belum puas. Rasa marah gue belum tersalurkan 100%.
22.12.09
16.12.09
Back on Track!
Wow, it's been a long time since my last post. Terakhir kali ngepost pas Idul Fitri. And now, I'm back on track!
Apa saja yg terjadi sama gue selama menghilang dari peredaran blogger? A few changes here and there, this and that. Di penghujung tahun ini, gue mengalami banyak sekali peristiwa yg menarik sampe membuka mata.
First of all, I fell in love with the Korean boyband, Super Junior. Blame Amey, Kenny, Cinta, Zha, etc who infected me with the boys pheromone. So, what's special about this Super Junior? My first impression was "Apaan nih boyband isinya 13 orang? Borongan yak?" Gue sempet underestimate sama Suju. But then, karma happened to me. I fell in love with their Sorry Sorry MV. Berlanjut sampai gue juga jadi suka DBSK, Wonder Girls, semuanya yg berbau K-Pop. Yes, blame my friends! :P But I like it though. Selama ini gue denger lagu-lagu Indonesia atau berbahasa Inggris doang. Mengenal K-Pop serasa kayak diberi angin segar, refreshing. Dari selera gue yg tipikal, skrg meluas. Gue jadi menghargai musik Asia. Yes, menghargai bukan secara komersil tapi menghargai perjuangan artis-artis Asia untuk bisa setara sama artis-artis internasional. Bravo, Asia!
Pertanyaannya sekarang, kapan Indonesia bisa kayak Korea ya? Korea punya Rain yg udah merambah go Asia bahkan go internasional. Gue pengen Agnes Monica juga secepatnya menyusul :).
Second, jujur ya, akhir-akhir ini gue jadi mikir tentang pengangkatan (if you're a Christian, of course you know what I mean). November kemarin gue ke makrab rohkris. Kita nonton film tentang akhir jaman. Gue ketar-ketir pas nontonnya, ngebayangin gimana kalo itu terjadi ke gue. Orang-orang yang percaya diangkat, tapi gue tetep di dunia dan menjalani 3 tahun penyiksaan. Serem. Resolusi: gue harus tobat nih, bener-bener tobat. Selama ini gue masih bandel. Sekarang gue mau berubah. Gue ga mau ditinggalin.
Third, NUS! You might know that I want to apply to NUS. Gue usaha sendiri loh untuk ke NUS, ga dibantu sekolah. Gue cari info sendiri, urus pendaftaran sendiri. Optimis, nangis, putus asa, ragu-ragu, semua gue lewatin untuk NUS. Sempet down gara-gara bingung daftarnya susah banget. Tp Tuhan selalu punya jalan. Sekarang gue optimis lagi mau daftar ke NUS. Whatever it takes deh. Mau rugi 600rb kek, mau bolak-balik ke rumah Dado buat minjem laptop kek, akan gue lakukan. Gue udah bisa liat NUS di depan mata.
Fourth, gue masuk Wall Street. Emang sih biaya masuk sana amat sangat mahal. Ayah aja ga bisa bayar. But thanks to Tante Ayie yg mau bayarin :). Dia bilang gue punya bakat, dia mau lihat gue jadi sukses :').
Fifth, ini dia sisi negatifnya. Gue benci sama si pengganggu itu. Tapi gue ga bisa berbuat apa-apa. Dia seharusnya adalah orang yg deket sama gue. Dia yg hancurin kehidupan kami semua. Gue akan tunggu sampai kedoknya terbuka. Gue akan melihat dia nangis darah, cium-cium kaki gue, minta ampun sama gue.
Sixth *banyak bgt ya*, I am avoiding. Yes, I'm no longer thinking about you. I realized that it's such a waste of time. I have lots of thing to do. I chose my path, and it's not you anymore. I'm focusing on my future, and maybe my future is not you. But I'm looking forward to meet you again someday. I shall be ready on that time. Just so you know, I'm glad I knew you.
Apa lagi ya? Oya!
Seventh, GLOPE!!! Yes, Glopreus is back! Coming soon, 23 of October 2010. Sekarang lagi giat-giatnya ngumpulin duit nih. Come on, team! We can do this once again! Demi finale!
That's it. See, I'm back on track :P. I'll post again, and more often. Take care, fellas ♡
P.S.: Blame Twitter. Gara-gara Twitter gue jadi males blogging.
Apa saja yg terjadi sama gue selama menghilang dari peredaran blogger? A few changes here and there, this and that. Di penghujung tahun ini, gue mengalami banyak sekali peristiwa yg menarik sampe membuka mata.
First of all, I fell in love with the Korean boyband, Super Junior. Blame Amey, Kenny, Cinta, Zha, etc who infected me with the boys pheromone. So, what's special about this Super Junior? My first impression was "Apaan nih boyband isinya 13 orang? Borongan yak?" Gue sempet underestimate sama Suju. But then, karma happened to me. I fell in love with their Sorry Sorry MV. Berlanjut sampai gue juga jadi suka DBSK, Wonder Girls, semuanya yg berbau K-Pop. Yes, blame my friends! :P But I like it though. Selama ini gue denger lagu-lagu Indonesia atau berbahasa Inggris doang. Mengenal K-Pop serasa kayak diberi angin segar, refreshing. Dari selera gue yg tipikal, skrg meluas. Gue jadi menghargai musik Asia. Yes, menghargai bukan secara komersil tapi menghargai perjuangan artis-artis Asia untuk bisa setara sama artis-artis internasional. Bravo, Asia!
Pertanyaannya sekarang, kapan Indonesia bisa kayak Korea ya? Korea punya Rain yg udah merambah go Asia bahkan go internasional. Gue pengen Agnes Monica juga secepatnya menyusul :).
Second, jujur ya, akhir-akhir ini gue jadi mikir tentang pengangkatan (if you're a Christian, of course you know what I mean). November kemarin gue ke makrab rohkris. Kita nonton film tentang akhir jaman. Gue ketar-ketir pas nontonnya, ngebayangin gimana kalo itu terjadi ke gue. Orang-orang yang percaya diangkat, tapi gue tetep di dunia dan menjalani 3 tahun penyiksaan. Serem. Resolusi: gue harus tobat nih, bener-bener tobat. Selama ini gue masih bandel. Sekarang gue mau berubah. Gue ga mau ditinggalin.
Third, NUS! You might know that I want to apply to NUS. Gue usaha sendiri loh untuk ke NUS, ga dibantu sekolah. Gue cari info sendiri, urus pendaftaran sendiri. Optimis, nangis, putus asa, ragu-ragu, semua gue lewatin untuk NUS. Sempet down gara-gara bingung daftarnya susah banget. Tp Tuhan selalu punya jalan. Sekarang gue optimis lagi mau daftar ke NUS. Whatever it takes deh. Mau rugi 600rb kek, mau bolak-balik ke rumah Dado buat minjem laptop kek, akan gue lakukan. Gue udah bisa liat NUS di depan mata.
Fourth, gue masuk Wall Street. Emang sih biaya masuk sana amat sangat mahal. Ayah aja ga bisa bayar. But thanks to Tante Ayie yg mau bayarin :). Dia bilang gue punya bakat, dia mau lihat gue jadi sukses :').
Fifth, ini dia sisi negatifnya. Gue benci sama si pengganggu itu. Tapi gue ga bisa berbuat apa-apa. Dia seharusnya adalah orang yg deket sama gue. Dia yg hancurin kehidupan kami semua. Gue akan tunggu sampai kedoknya terbuka. Gue akan melihat dia nangis darah, cium-cium kaki gue, minta ampun sama gue.
Sixth *banyak bgt ya*, I am avoiding. Yes, I'm no longer thinking about you. I realized that it's such a waste of time. I have lots of thing to do. I chose my path, and it's not you anymore. I'm focusing on my future, and maybe my future is not you. But I'm looking forward to meet you again someday. I shall be ready on that time. Just so you know, I'm glad I knew you.
Apa lagi ya? Oya!
Seventh, GLOPE!!! Yes, Glopreus is back! Coming soon, 23 of October 2010. Sekarang lagi giat-giatnya ngumpulin duit nih. Come on, team! We can do this once again! Demi finale!
That's it. See, I'm back on track :P. I'll post again, and more often. Take care, fellas ♡
P.S.: Blame Twitter. Gara-gara Twitter gue jadi males blogging.
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